About Black, Gothic and death metal...

As you never know, before, I had another life, a darker life, I used to live in the shadows of crows and death.
I used to hear doom, gothic, black and death metal. But I was feeling bad, I guess it was a way to forget my past, but one day, I thought that bright and shiny colors were fun!
And that's when that was it! I heard other musics, feel other sensations, I'm happy now and do you know what??? I still love Metal music, I guess it's inside of me, I guess metal power never left my mind, some people wouldn't never understand why, some people should say that only sick people heard this music. Not me, I guess I feel fine in every music and my dream will be to sing in doom or gothic band, but even if I know I have a great voice for this type of music, I'm really too shy to do something and that's a pitty, I try not to go back to black metal or death metal concerts because I know if I go there, I surely love to sing!!!
And every people around me just wouldn't accept that, because it is not good and black peoples are bad.
Such a pitty crime in the way we live now, how could we juge these guys???
Whatever, even if it appears like noise for some others, it appears like my music, and I will probably love Metal until I die!!!!
Oh by the way, look to the pic, it's peter steele (type o negative), one of the sexiest singer of doom-gothic metal, near of 2 meters high...yomi yomi!!!
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